I feel utterly lost. Hopeless, adrift. Like the anchor that was bruied deep below the water in the sand is now dragging along the ocean floor. I’ve lost my bearings and my head seems all shook up like a snowglobe. Concentration seems impossible, as if my wandering mind can’t pick up one solid thought and just stay with it. I vascillate between euphoria and emptiness, and the peaks and valleys in between only make the opposites seem more extreme.

I just want to go away, get my head on together and figure shit out.